Monday, March 28, 2011

Slipped, Forgot

We have slipped into suburbs, into work,
forgot how the light plays through leaves
onto ripples in Black River, that spot
by the old ford, near the piles of quarried stone.
We forgot about your saxophone,
forgot the possibility of revolution,
slipped into parenthood, into life,
into old tree filled neighborhoods,
gone quietly, but for the roaring
of our lawnmowers, having forgotten
about the moon, the world after dark,
raccoons creeping out of shadows.
We forgot about the safety that night affords
and the danger that swings like a fist in a barroom.
We have slipped into worry, into democracy,
forgot the quality of our rage,
forgot tenderness, forgot poetry,
slipped into the soft quiet of early morning,
the sun at dawn, and forgot one another,
forgot the possibility of transcendence.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

We Are Smaller

He is wrapped up in warmth,
piled high with blankets.
His right hand holds his stuffed dog,
fingers moving slightly
despite his sleep.

In dreams a little boy
is larger than himself, strong,
conquering that which
would threaten him.

In life he breathes deep
through his mouth,
coughs now and then,
a cold having settled
in the depths of his chest.

When he is sick
he seems smaller, I think.
We are all much smaller
than we tend to believe.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Dang

There is a progression
in the use of foul language
in one's lifetime.

At 3 or 4, my son
responded to laughter
at a family Christmas party
saying, "That's so funny,
dammit."  and it was.

He's a first grader now
and his word of choice is "dang"
as in "Dang, look at this" or
simply "Daaaaaaang."

His conversation is peppered
with the exclamation.  It is a way
to express his budding cool.
and he is.

Eventually he will dive deeper
into filth, but for now he'll
dang his way around, moving slowly
toward an inevitable f-bomb.